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a bit cloudy in the head this evening.  ok, let's call it 'dissociative' since i learned that condition and it applies to me a lot.  it's like forgetfulness to the nth power or something.

i keep forgetting what time it is and what day is, but i still know i have to go to work tomorrow. and after 4 days of working i have to leave my routine because holidays are sacred with my familiy. and i have no good excuse not to participate.

heat still isn't working

i didn't mean to come here and type negative things.

i feel weird, unsettled, and i guess these things are contributing to my weird feelings.